Whats been eating NP

[Rot-Iron66]

Guess what brothers? I pick up my son's new hemophilia medicine (Hemlibra) tomorrow. FDA approved for kids to use roughly 2-3 weeks ago. and took 2-3 weeks for insurance to cover. Why is karma my friend? Its because I don't have to stab him with a 18g port needle into his port EVERY OTHER DAY. Hemilibra is a once a week slin pin SubQ shot. My son said "cool, now I can be like my friends 6 days of the week!" I can hear crackling sounds/sensation when I stick him over scar tissue. It doesn't hurt as much as fresh meat. Scar tissue looks like he has 1 big nipple and 2 itsy bitsy nipples.

Sucks to say this I wouldn't be here today (dead/homeless/prison) if my son wasn't born with a medical condition that requires so much attention (many visit to hemo clinic, constant blood work, trips to Children's Hospital ER,....etc..).

I honestly believe my Karma is rewarding me for my (short periods) of being nice.

**Tears of joy for you and family**
Thats great, all the best to you guys...

 

[Nutpuncher]

Right here Kins....this is you.....

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Great read, Thank you.
[MENTION=936]Kins[/MENTION] msg for ya from 01dragonslayer. I am not certain but I believe he may have sniffed (but didn't inhale) some Trennabis (Anabolic cannabis)


Regarding raising my son, I have recently started changing my mindset because I took him to local beach to digging for pile worms for bait. We had a great time but he got grumpy on ride home which got my blood boiling b/c of how he "thanked" me. BUT WAIT, he didn't ask to be here. My wife and I did everything we could to have our 1st (and only) baby. My wife and I are the ones that owes me as he doesn't owe us anything. So I will do my best to show him how much I appreciate him without being counterproductive like spoiling him (too much) lol.

 

[heavylifting247]

all good stuff in here brothers, NP much love for you here bud! That last post is pretty amazing, coming to the realization that each person is so individual and understanding that is pretty profound knowledge.

 

[Nutpuncher]

Calculated risk

I just quit a high paying job (to me, but still got paid below poverty lol) to pursue my dream of owning my own company...........

I'll explain more...busy baking at the moment

 

[01dragonslayer]

I just quit a high paying job (to me, but still got paid below poverty lol) to pursue my dream of owning my own company...........

I'll explain more...busy baking at the moment

Follow your dream my friend.

Gotta a little sweet tooth in ya I see. Bakin' anything good?....Christmas cookies?

 

[Thaistick]

Having your own business is great. It can can also be a wholly consuming process. Try to keep a balance between your personal and business life.

 

[Rot-Iron66]

Fantastic! And good luck w/it NP!

 

[readyset]

I just quit a high paying job (to me, but still got paid below poverty lol) to pursue my dream of owning my own company...........

I'll explain more...busy baking at the moment

No one deserves success like this guy. Grats on the big move(s)!


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[Yates84]

I just quit a high paying job (to me, but still got paid below poverty lol) to pursue my dream of owning my own company...........

I'll explain more...busy baking at the moment

I did the same thing a couple years ago, stepped out of the comfort zone to see what I could really do in life. It’s been nothing but up ever since then and I’m sure things will go well for you as well. Wish you and yours all the best in life, my friend!

 

[Nutpuncher]

Follow your dream my friend.

Gotta a little sweet tooth in ya I see. Bakin' anything good?....Christmas cookies?

Medical potency Brownies so newbies must only consume 1/4 otherwise they may call 911 because they thought they were poisoned lol. This happened to my friends that don't consume so each at 10mg candy and he ate another one 30 mins later b/c he didn't feel it "yet". hour later his wife had to stop him from calling 911. He had a panic attack due to fear of THC poison lol.

Having your own business is great. It can can also be a wholly consuming process. Try to keep a balance between your personal and business life.

True words brother. This was my schedule before I quit:
4:30-5am wake up
6:30am - 3-5pm day job
get home an 45'ish mins later and spend time with my son and read books to each other and then put him to bed if I make it home before his bed time 6pm.
6:30'ish - 6:45'ish make love to wifey ONLY if she deserves my 3rd leg...lol b/c its the other way around.
7:00 - 9'ish spend time with wifey which mostly isn't verbal but simply cuddling while watching movie 13 Hours: The Secret Soldiers of Benghazi again or Lone Survior or SIX (mini series) or Seal Team (mini serious) or Fighting season (1 season) or Zero Dark Thirty or whatever she wants to watch
9'ish PM I start CannaNPorium until 11PM up to 3AM.


I've mostly lived schedule since Feb 2016. And almost died on 4/20/2016 due to sleep deprivation when I passed out on interstate hwy while driving on 70mph cruise control. That caused me to veer into 35mph off ramp exit while i was sleeping. Long story short I rolled couple times , skidded on driver side across 6 lands of traffic, climbed out of sunroof, nearly whipped out a homeless camp and cop wanted me to do field sobriety test lmao. I told him just fail me because I am banged up. He then gave me breathizer which showed 0.0% BAC. Why am I telling you this. Its because my lawyer said if I agreed to field test and failed and blew 0.0% BAC then they have the right to steal your blood. SO never do field sobriety test even if you are buck sober.

Fantastic! And good luck w/it NP!

If I can overcome 26 years of addiction, then I can do (nearly) anything. To me I feel like I just graduated from BUDs.




thank you all for keeping me in your thoughts

No one deserves success like this guy. Grats on the big move(s)!


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Thank you brother. Scary that I may not know when I am successful because I constantly pursue perfection. <-- that is something I am working on. I need to recognize my best work before I ruin it by trying to make better. Live and learn brother is all i can do. and I am finally learning from what I have lived through.

I did the same thing a couple years ago, stepped out of the comfort zone to see what I could really do in life. It’s been nothing but up ever since then and I’m sure things will go well for you as well. Wish you and yours all the best in life, my friend!

I truely beleive you have to take calculated risk in order to see your dreams come true....OR regret that I quit my job and can't help pay for my son's hemophilia meds b/c wifey insurance covers most but new hemo med called Hemlibra med cost $50K for 1st 4 preloading doses. We will owe a portion of that out of our pocket.

And thats where my calculated risk comes in play. Hopefully my calculations aren't regretful. Oh well if it is because I am not so easily defeated especially now that I am not dope sick.

You know i am following your lead

 

[Nutpuncher]

thaistick, I stand corrected....and update

I am working more and harder than I was before. But (so far) difference is I am fueled by passion not drugs.

I am still opiate free except kratom since AUG 21 of last year (saying last year feels so good). PAWS been trespassing for about 4 days and today I feel so much better. BUT I think I found something to reduce PAWS, its high CBD and low THC or ironically it was ONLY a 4 day PAWS attack.

My relationship with my wife and son is at all time best. I must be acting differently because being opiate free has increased me sexual appeal (to my wife lol) and my son tells me wants to do everything with me because he loves me so much.

 

[C587]

I am working more and harder than I was before. But (so far) difference is I am fueled by passion not drugs.

I am still opiate free except kratom since AUG 21 of last year (saying last year feels so good). PAWS been trespassing for about 4 days and today I feel so much better. BUT I think I found something to reduce PAWS, its high CBD and low THC or ironically it was ONLY a 4 day PAWS attack.

My relationship with my wife and son is at all time best. I must be acting differently because being opiate free has increased me sexual appeal (to my wife lol) and my son tells me wants to do everything with me because he loves me so much.

Great to hear. Stop being a stranger and hit me up sometime. Proud of you bud keep it up.

 

[01dragonslayer]

I am working more and harder than I was before. But (so far) difference is I am fueled by passion not drugs.

I am still opiate free except kratom since AUG 21 of last year (saying last year feels so good). PAWS been trespassing for about 4 days and today I feel so much better. BUT I think I found something to reduce PAWS, its high CBD and low THC or ironically it was ONLY a 4 day PAWS attack.

My relationship with my wife and son is at all time best. I must be acting differently because being opiate free has increased me sexual appeal (to my wife lol) and my son tells me wants to do everything with me because he loves me so much.

Great ta hear NP. Glad your stayin' clean and bustin' your butt.

It sounds like the two most important people in your life are now enjoying the new you brotha. Your family is your passion.

 

[Rot-Iron66]

Fantastic news my friend!

 

[BobbySweeney]

As someone who has taken 25 tianeptine sulfate, for two months, I'm torn as to whether it deserves to be demonized.


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